|Posted on April 8, 2011 at 5:45 PM||comments (0)|
I'm sitting here right now, just got done looking around the house, this is going to be our last night here, we move tomorrow afternoon, you know the funny thing is we don't even know what we are doing, we are leaving without a plan, I know it’s not the smartest move but it’s kind of how things have always been, crazy and with no plan just random things all the time.
My Mom and Dad have been fighting a lot today, I think the stress of it all is really getting into all of us, I love Indy I don't want to go, I don’t want to leave this house all my teen years were here, it kind of makes me want to cry but I won't let myself, I just have to see that it’s only the end of an era, we are moving from the Independence era to something we have yet to discover.
I'm going to miss the people the most; I really hope I live close so I don't have to leave everyone I know.
So many things have happened here so many, I can look around and remember Me, Tom, Brendan and Alex wrestling WWE styel all over the house, it’s starting to hit me that I'm never going to be here again.
I look outside I see this girl I know named Kelly walking by going to the neighbor’s house, just think this might be the last time I see someone walk by this window, wow I will miss this place.
With end comes change what will happen next I don't know all I can say for now is I pray God's keeping a close eye on all this.